endless loop

Some things which are gone should just stay gone. But when it comes back, it's back for more.. I wonder why, but the thing that I am going to describe is very disturbing to me.

Once, a matter I was very worried, but yet I kept mum, anticipating a prediction I made. 

It came true, and I thought the sky was clear again.

Then the dark clouds came, and the same feeling returned; the same worries.

But this time, at a higher intensity.

Have I been played a fool? Or am I in denial of a probable a repercussion,

smiling at myself and being so satisfied at the initial outcome.

But I'm not blind, I just thought there was hope.

But I'm not cruel, I just know..... an endless loop