Revenge

I'm a fan of stories of revenge. Been watching some movies of such these days, such pleasure. Yes I know about forgiveness, but I guess I may not be able to act on it, for I am only human- the same reason for someone who made an unforgivable mistake- only human. So since we are on level playing field, then it is up to God to pass the judgement, as to whether you are forgiven. And as to when the meeting can be organized, depends on the degree of sin, and therefore determined by the "forgiver", whether to expedite it.